I miss u but i hate u

U know what?
I've been thinking lately,
i don't know
maybe God wants to test me.
Crying all night long..
Just because of you
got myself hurt,
just because of your stupid heart.
I don't know what to say,
i don't know what you want.
Is God playing on me?
Oh my,
i can't take it.
In the other time,
i miss you,
but then
you just blew me off.
Alrite.
I'll find my own happiness.

Gak bohong

Aduh, bolak balik repott...hwaaa,
km bohong apa gak?
Km gak suka gt?

Dasar jelegg!

Aku benci kamuu!

Gak peduli sama kau!
Kamu mbencekno!
Aarrgghh!
Kamu jelek jelek jelek! Cacat!

Mesti gitu.!
Ternyata iya ya,
mencintai orang itu SULITT!!
Kamu jelekk!

Kamu mesti gitu ma aku!
Ambek yang laen ae kamu gapapa,

tau gak?
Ditengah kejengkelanku, tiba2 terbesit pertanyaan, "apa aku yang cemburuan ya?", "apa aku terlalu mengekang ya?", "apa aku kurang ngerti dia ya?"

inilah BODOH nya CINTA.

Payah3x!! >=[

Love love love again

I cAn't get ur smile ouTta my mind..

Why must i feel this?

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?

Why should i be sad? I'm nOt hIs, he's nOt mine neither.

Why he act that way? Why?
I cAn't answer it. Why why why?
StoOp. Don't ask me that question.

Let seE what's goin to hapPen.
StoOp eat

Me and him

I thought i can handle it. I think abouT hIm ALMOST ALL THE TIME! But,it would be hurt if he doesn't want me. Just like what i always think. But my sister says that his behave changes maybe because he wanteD me toO. She says maybe he tests me.

Confenssion of a broken heart 2

You weren't the first thing i woke up this morning. So you weren't made for me. Thanks God.. You've finally show me.

But the song i listen this time..,ok,it worth it. But..
Yeah, tough it hurts, i still very grateful God has finally show me..
Now all the imagination of him has nO sense in me..
It was a fool thing myself wanteD 2 believe..
Thx. You've had been in my heart for too long.