Confession of a broken heart

So,God,is this all? Is the answer a big NO? Or, it's just my view? Or i asked that because i don't want to believe the truth? So many question.. You can say Why don't i ask him myself? I can't is my best answer.

The night sky tonight is very pure.. Seemed like they wanna say: see? He doesn't like you! God, again,please show me..