Love love love again

I cAn't get ur smile ouTta my mind..

Why must i feel this?

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?

Why should i be sad? I'm nOt hIs, he's nOt mine neither.

Why he act that way? Why?
I cAn't answer it. Why why why?
StoOp. Don't ask me that question.

Let seE what's goin to hapPen.
StoOp eat

Me and him

I thought i can handle it. I think abouT hIm ALMOST ALL THE TIME! But,it would be hurt if he doesn't want me. Just like what i always think. But my sister says that his behave changes maybe because he wanteD me toO. She says maybe he tests me.

Confenssion of a broken heart 2

You weren't the first thing i woke up this morning. So you weren't made for me. Thanks God.. You've finally show me.

But the song i listen this time..,ok,it worth it. But..
Yeah, tough it hurts, i still very grateful God has finally show me..
Now all the imagination of him has nO sense in me..
It was a fool thing myself wanteD 2 believe..
Thx. You've had been in my heart for too long.

Confession of a broken heart

So,God,is this all? Is the answer a big NO? Or, it's just my view? Or i asked that because i don't want to believe the truth? So many question.. You can say Why don't i ask him myself? I can't is my best answer.

The night sky tonight is very pure.. Seemed like they wanna say: see? He doesn't like you! God, again,please show me..

My heart says:

Whenever i see the new hot couple walking together hand in hand,the quest that is automatically shows up in my mind is: "would you do the same?".I,still in waiting progress for God's answer. Because i know,magz,love site,sister's advice wouldn't make me so sure.I always hope i can read your mind,once is ok.But who knows?Does the perfect dr. love know?Richie,i want you to know that i think of u.

I must

I must 4get him. I don't want to find myself irrational. I don't want fall into pieces. God,was he for me? Was i made by his bone? Was he?
Aku tak mau ditolak, sakit rasanya. Aku ingin jawaban Tuhan, jawaban atas pertanyaan2ku. Aku tak mau terjatuh. Namun,aku terlanjur mencintainya. What if i take the chance?
God, answer me.
Show me.
Amen.